In my rage, I plugged in the dead iPad I had bought for her some years earlier. It was old, but I knew it was connected to her messaging/social media accounts. I saw exactly where she was, and tried staying up until I finally fell asleep that night around 3 am, and she still wasn't home. When I woke the next morning, she was in our bed, I didn't know when she had came home. I got up, got ready for work, and left that morning without waking her, or kissing her goodbye- the first and only time that had EVER happened. I wanted her to know I was pissed. Well, before I left for work, I grabbed the ipad and threw it in my briefcase. I really hope I don't take the cake for worst DDAY experience, but it's hard to think of anything worse than catching your wife in a gangbang scenario with guys you've welcomed into your lives, and to find out that this has been going on for months with at least one of the guys. Now she wants to blame it all on alcohol and swears she's going to start AA, and wants to now go through couples therapy, she wants us to come out of this together. I think it's a little too late, but I'm a chump and I feel the full range of PISD emotions including guilt, I don't know why.

I got to work that day, and after a meeting and a few phone calls, I pull out the ipad, and see it light up with a notification from a messaging app, "buddy" is typing... I open the app, and see a horrific exchange of messages that are supposed to self destruct, but this app version must've been outdated, as I was able to witness in real time their conversation, recanting the night before, where Buddy is making references to them making love, and other guys that had "fun" last night. I damn near lost it, but then it got worse. I watch as my wife instructs buddy to send her a video of him masturbating, which he obliged to do and I unfortunately witnessed. I ran out of my office and into the bathroom and vomited profusely. I was shaking from what I just witnessed, and got permission to leave work for the day. After taking several hours to chill the hell out (I was legtimately afraid I was going to hurt someone or myself) I drive home and find her still sleeping on the bed. I put my stuff down and ask her to come downstairs. UPDATE POSTED: https://www.reddit.com/r/survivinginfidelity/comments/9b06by/update_my_wife_of_nearly_3_years_has_done/ Unfortunately, I have stumbled upon this forum and am looking for some support, if you'd be so kind. month ago 15:19 VideoSection compilation, anal, gangbang, creampie compilation, cumshot compilation