And despite showing how much Collin struggled with his brother's suicide and felt he should have done something to stop it, he doesn't do anything to stop Lily. She was confused and relived at the same time, yet always went back to where the book started off of, her death.

the plot didn’t revolve around it, but a major part of the story — a story about depression — was sex. she made him run around finding suicide notes dedicated to him and then when he finally went home, after he read ANOTHER letter, MIND YOU AFTER HIS SISTER JUST FUCKING DIED, then, THEN she decided to let him know she didn’t go through with it? who the hell randomly leaves after doing it for the first time though i have to admit his story was really sad. just maybe, this might be a 5⭐ read if it just gets a little bit deeper, digs deeper into Lily and Colin.Feelings get involved, hearts a being broken, mistakes are getting fixed and old passions are being found back to. Change country: -Select- Albania Algeria American Samoa Andorra Angola Anguilla Antigua and Barbuda Argentina Armenia Aruba Azerbaijan Republic Bahamas Bahrain Bangladesh Barbados Belgium Belize Benin Bermuda Bhutan Bolivia Bosnia and Herzegovina Botswana Brazil British Virgin Islands Brunei Darussalam Bulgaria Burkina Faso Burundi Cambodia Cameroon Cape Verde Islands Cayman Islands Central African Republic Chad Chile China Colombia Comoros Cook Islands Costa Rica Cyprus Czech Republic Côte d'Ivoire (Ivory Coast) Democratic Republic of the Congo Denmark Djibouti Dominica Dominican Republic Ecuador Egypt El Salvador Equatorial Guinea Eritrea Estonia Ethiopia Falkland Islands (Islas Malvinas) Fiji Finland French Guiana French Polynesia Gabon Republic Gambia Georgia Ghana Gibraltar Greece Greenland Grenada Guadeloupe Guam Guatemala Guernsey Guinea Guinea-Bissau Guyana Haiti Honduras Hong Kong Hungary Iceland India Indonesia Iraq Israel Jamaica Japan Jersey Jordan Kazakhstan Kenya Kiribati Kuwait Kyrgyzstan Laos Latvia Lebanon Lesotho Liberia Liechtenstein Lithuania Luxembourg Macau Macedonia Madagascar Malawi Malaysia Maldives Mali Malta Marshall Islands Martinique Mauritania Mauritius Mayotte Mexico Micronesia Moldova Monaco Mongolia Montenegro Montserrat Morocco Mozambique Namibia Nepal Netherlands Netherlands Antilles New Caledonia New Zealand Nicaragua Niger Nigeria Niue Norway Oman Pakistan Palau Panama Papua New Guinea Paraguay Peru Philippines Poland Portugal Puerto Rico Qatar Republic of Croatia Republic of the Congo Reunion Romania Rwanda Saint Helena Saint Kitts-Nevis Saint Lucia Saint Pierre and Miquelon Saint Vincent and the Grenadines San Marino Saudi Arabia Senegal Serbia Seychelles Sierra Leone Singapore Slovakia Slovenia Solomon Islands South Africa South Korea Sri Lanka Suriname Svalbard and Jan Mayen Swaziland Sweden Taiwan Tajikistan Tanzania Thailand Togo Tonga Trinidad and Tobago Tunisia Turkey Turkmenistan Turks and Caicos Islands Tuvalu Uganda United Arab Emirates United Kingdom Uruguay Uzbekistan Vanuatu Vatican City State Venezuela Vietnam Virgin Islands (U. Authors, if you are a member of the Goodreads Author Program, you can edit information about your own books. And as someone who has attempted suicide many times, it really hurts to see all these people supposedly care about her and doing nothing to save her other than try to cheer her up, and once you are at a point where you have a concrete plan on how you are going to end it, that is not enough help.

They talked about it, but it is better to have someone be alive and mad at you for getting then help, because as long as they are alive you can make up, you cant once they are dead. things i liked: the author’s depiction of siblings — Eira (i almost cried) in particular, the found family between the guys, the Spanish, the song lyrics before each chapter, that one Chase Atlantic bit, the coffee tasting, and any hockey / skating subplot is always fun.

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How Lily describes depression, how her mood varies from semingly okay to just wanting to die in the span of a few sentences in her journal is so accurate. COLIN COULDNT FIGURE OUT THAT AARON WAS HER BROTHER AFTER HE WAS ACTING PROTECTIVE BUT BEING GROSSED OUT AT THE PROSPECT OF HIM AND LILY BEING A THING? who in their right mind would make someone run around thinking that you’ve unalived yourself when their sibling has just passed away? absolutely despised Lily she was so pick me and i’ve trauma blocked out half of this so i cant even mention examples but just know she was so annoying.

It was too long it could’ve been cut but if it was long maybe give a in-depth mental health storyline too. Product arrived matching the specifications I requested but also matched the photographs and item description. Goodreads Librarians are volunteers who help ensure the accuracy of information about books and authors in the Goodreads' catalog.