Tony: the scrawny youngster roving the bush country of Trinidad, learning to read from the King James Bible, singing and quoting holy verses to emulate and impress the loving yet stern grandmother who raised him. Lalaland London is the newest in London's food hall and will boast 11 food stands including as some press calls us "new Trinidadian specialist Saga Boy". The venue will also have four bars, regular live music and DJs, as well as a karaoke bar, a rooftop terrace and even a waterfall with palm trees. An insider’s account of the rampant misconduct within the Trump administration, including the tumult surrounding the insurrection of Jan. 6, 2021. During this time he reconnected to his mother, Gloria and more of his half siblings. He ended up responsible for the reunification of his parents. In the end, it ended up in disaster. It’s a common idea to many of us, that of starting over — we do it when we move to a new place, start a new school, leave or enter a relationship. But Downing takes these transformations to new levels, mainly because they are forced upon him by a tumultuous family situation that leaves him moving from country to country and trying to heal from childhood traumas with essentially no help.

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Antonio Michael Downing is a musician, writer and activist who now lives in Toronto. He published his first book, the novel Molasses, in 2010. In 2017, he was named one of five writers to participate in the RBC Taylor Prize Emerging Writers Mentorship Program. The first three games in the series were rebranded as The Final Fantasy Legend when releasing in western regions to profit off the established Final Fantasy brand that Square owned at the time. An engaging narrative about the search for home, belonging, and identity.… [ Saga Boy is] intriguing, passionate, and often moving.” Many friends helped Downing survive. Gada Jane's introduction to the art collective was an important part. Working with her on the John Orpheus project was another. Everyone needs someone who will tell them, "you are enough on your own." Yes, it made me feel better to sing. If people were watching me on stage, I must belong and be important. Right? It was a way to bolster my self-esteem. But not a very good one, because it falls apart. It became a place to process hurt. But also, I could sing for other people, and that was a miracle.

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I hated and loved every relationship of his, just as he did. I felt every moment of frustration, anger, depression, and regret. I felt every loss and every win. This memoir is important because it helps you see that life plays out in interesting ways. Every person you meet has an intricate life of their own, and who they are to you is unique. It’s special. Al and Hailey were addicts. "Living with addicts is like living with zombies: you never know whether they'll eat you or ignore you." They only wanted the boys for the government money they brought in. Book Genre: Autobiography, Biography, Biography Memoir, Canada, Cultural, Memoir, Nonfiction, Race, ers, rs

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I should say we don't know each other overly well, most of this book was new to me. To give context I was very excited to see a chapter called Berlin Boot Camp. The Mike D, Mic Dainjah parts of his life was when I 'knew him' best. I still have my version of Berlin Boot Camp and will be forever proud to be one of the many names thanked within the CD sleeve. My self-named, yet stolen from my Mom moniker, JJ. I never thought deeply of what my fleeting and cemented names for myself might represent, but its on my mind since reading this book. London’s only beach club, Limin’ Beach Club, is located just off the banks of the River Thames, at Gabriel’s Wharf. It’s surreal, feeling the loss of Antonio’s grandmother. Us readers followed along the start of a journey for a Trinidadian child only for it to abruptly pause for relocation. That sudden twist in life is what left me speechless. Downing spends the memoir relaying how each integral moment of his life shifted and shaped the person he has become today. This memoir helped me realize how significant these events can be, how important it is to understand that everyone has their own story. But despite being around his family, Downing often felt neglected by them, particularly on an emotional level. He was the victim of abuse as a young boy in Trinidad and thought only he knew about it, only to find out years later that his family suspected but said and did nothing. Even when his mother or father brought additional trauma and continually broke his trust, Downing’s other family members still insisted he needed to stay in touch with them because they were his parents. These constant betrayals meant that Downing relied on himself to figure out his path and who he would become. They led to all the identities he tried out over the years.Downing writes with an almost brash quality. The prose is crisp and no-nonsense even when sharing trauma, he approaches it with the vulnerability and steel that can be found existing dually in children. Saga Boy is an eloquent memoir about Anthony Michael Downing’s experiences as an immigrant in a minority population; it centers his resilience. SaGa (サガ?) is a series of science fiction open world role-playing video games produced by Square, now Square Enix. The series originated on the Game Boy in 1989 as the creation of Akitoshi Kawazu. It has since continued, spanning multiple platforms. The series is notable for its emphasis on open world exploration, non-linear branching plots, and occasionally unconventional gameplay. This distinguished the series from most of Square's titles. There are currently nine games in the SaGa series, along with several ports and enhanced remakes. He wasn’t alone, exactly. From his devoted grandmother, Miss Excelly, to his Auntie Joan who takes him into her home multiple times, Downing shares a deep bond and love with the family who raised him. Noticeably absent are his mother and father, whom he doesn’t really meet until he’s older and who pop in and out of his life, often bringing chaos with them. The colonizer and colonized were wrapped into one thing. That’s who I am. The Queen is in my brain. But that’s why I throw a Biggie reference with Homer. A Shakespeare reference with Hank Williams. I recognize the legacy of both the skin I’m in and my mind’s design, not by me but by the Queen and King James. And I take hold of both.

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That quote sums up what Tony grew up wanting, what he needed to secure his emotional, mental, and physical well-being. The writing is simple yet poignant with a certain lyricism that is wholly Caribbean when we got it. Downing’s narration is compelling and disturbing. He writes about longing for a home—a place where he could feel rooted. But the toxic secrets of the past had been passed down instead, and he saw himself becoming what he least wanted to be: a “saga boy,” the Trinidadian term for a “playboy,” just like his father and grandfather. The story - the writing - the telling - really seemed to find itself after the death of Tony’s grandmother and his subsequent move to Canada. Perhaps this is an artefact of his being older and the memories being less speculative… the experiences being ones he truly remembered on his own? Or perhaps it was my own - unconscious - reaction to the childhood events described, how devastating they were (not that later events weren’t equally devastating…). I knew I had to talk to my best friend from high school, because he was probably sitting next to me on the bus. And he told me how the coach’s favorite kids would bully everyone else, and when they started with me, I blew up and threatened them for 20 minutes until we got to the school. When the coaches found out, they called the police on me, as the good citizens they were. This was a memoir of love, loss, pain, forgiveness, self-actualization, and self-acceptance. Downing shared all his vulnerabilities, missteps, and ultimate triumph.

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Speaking of the monarchy—I was surprised by your nuanced take on colonialism in the book, and in this interview. I expected it to be more straightforwardly painful.

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Do you think she’d be proud of how you’re trying to reconcile that, and becoming a published author and celebrated musician in the process? When he was cut from the university basketball team, he was left with an unfillable void. Downing writes, "basketball had fathered me. I had soaked up second hand daddying from my teammates. Between the sweaty practices, the nail-biting games, and the breathless sprints, I had absorbed the lessons their fathers had taught them."Downing’s heart-wrenching memoir chronicles his saga of trying on and casting off many masks, learning the dimensions of the face through which he sees the world and the world sees him.” From a personal perspective, it was great to read this book and get to know a lot better someone I've known for years. From a simply reader's perspective it was an enthralling journey that would have had me hooked regardless of the author. Many times I would forget who I was reading about. IG,” another song on my new album has my favorite hook: "I got my boxed lunch/ I got my doggie bag/I got my hard hat baby and I'm puttin’ in work!" It’s about me feeling like a kid going to school, me connecting to my inner child. I could come right out and say that, but it’s way more fun to give that vibe to you.