From what I gathered, our wanna-be- remembered-4ever✌🏻 Kellan boy wrote a letter to Charlotte, left a chicken parm and a voice note for his brother Tate and ignored his favorite figure — father — altogether.

even tho it was always planned he was going to commit su*cide, i’m so glad that he got his happy ending in his own story bc he truly deserved to be happy and loved! Initially, I wondered whether it was the chaotic emergence of sexual innuendos in the most inappropriate settings to be blamed for leaving me emotionless and detached from the story's multiple tragedies.

They will stick with me for forever… they are exactly what each other needed and I find their bond beautiful. First of all, I couldn't feel any chemistry between Tate and Charlie and felt like their shared trauma was the only thing that kept them together. We then spend the book in his head telling himself he can’t be fucking his little brother’s love of his life, commenting on how sweet and innocent little Charlie is that he’s disgusted. One second she was hellbent on escaping the utter misery of her existence and the next her suicidal thoughts evaporated without trace upon seeing a boy from her school on the verge of jumping? i’d started feeling like a creep about an hour ago after i’d showed up in front of her workplace, challenging my inner joe goldberg.

Huntington has a special kind of gift that lulls you into comfort before she breaks you wide open with pain.

I have to admit that I'm one of those readers who has to read the blurb of every book that I look at to determine if it’s worth it. her thoughts are so relatable, the way she looked out for kellan was admirable, yes she snitched on him to the school principal who ultimately didn't even do anything the pathetic bitch, but she could've stayed silent like so many people do, but she chose to stand up for kellan and put him first.