For example, by the time I was a teenager the physical aspect had raised to the point where my butt was bruised and welted with every single spanking...which occurred at least twice a month. I cannot remember much time between ages 8 and 18 where my butt wasn't marked in some way. It had to have been an incredible sight- a little nerd sat there completely naked with a toilet brush in his mouth. The sport teacher take the toilet brush finally out of my mouth.

Writer/producer David F. Friedman and director Lee Frost defined the '60s-'70s exploitation genre with ''Love Camp 7" (the first Nazisploitation film), "Hot Spur", "The Ramrodder", ''Ilsa, She-Wolf of the SS", et al. I was there on my knees and lapped up the piss water like a dog. This was indescribably humiliating. The young woman was selected and called over to the screening table and asked to place her bag up for inspection. She was a bit put out but complied. Based on the color of the passport she was carrying (red) she was obviously a British subject. She tossed her bag upon the table rather forcefully and let out a very audible sigh. Hi juliewr. I wrote in one of your other posts and was triggered by the story. I also read your story trying to protect your niece. I am not sure what could be useful to you at this time. To me it was useful to read your story. As always, trauma memories come to me as if they were made up, invented by my imagination. So, remembering what happened to me (spanking, forced sex, etc.) was "unhappy".Mabe went on to direct similar films, often with Friedman, such as "The Head Mistress", "The Lustful Turk", "Space-Thing" (all 1968) and "The Adult Version of Jekyll and Hide" (1971). Today I want to tell you about the torture that I got when my bullies where in the mood to humiliate me really bad. To match they raised the humiliation to more nudity, sometimes naked or allowed just a bra...or more humiliating positions like all 4's on the bed, the diaper position, grabbing ankles and spreading legs apart...and also doing more spankings in the kitchen, living room or other places where my siblings would also see them. The humiliation included staying in positions after the spanking ended for a period of time and them talking openly about my spankings with their friends. There were times when I was made to show the marks to their friends and plenty of times when they allowed other people to spank me. The woman pleaded one last time and the officer told her that she was not going to ask her again to comply. In any case, I really have no idea WHY she didn't warn the officer. Only she knows what was going through her mind. In any case, it is fun to think about though.

William L. Rose, the cinematographer, directed the roughie films "Rent-a-Girl" (1965), "Pamela, Pamela you are..." (1968), and "The Girl in Room 2a" (1973). My parents, to this day, believe that nudity and humiliation were part of breaking my will of disobedience. To ask them, they'd do it all the same again. About 40 minutes later I saw a blonde, twenty-something young woman enter the gate area. Now if I hadn’t seen this with my own eye’s I don’t think I would have believed what I am about to tell you, but I promise you that this is absolutely a correct account of what transpired with no embellishment at all. The woman was fidgeting and continued looking frantically around the room. She kept saying, “I can’t. I just CAN’T. Don’t make me do this. Just let me go, okay?”

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I then took a seat near the front of the seating area and began my long wait to board the plane. I tried reading a bit but the distraction of people being searched only a few feet away from me interfered with that process. I guess I want to say that there is a choice, at least to some degree, of what you think and feel. Their purpose being to humilliate you and your decision not be humilliated. (you could decide to be angry, for example). Not knowing what was in her mind I could only ponder this exact question over the years. I came up with these possibilities: