Some of our records may contain offensive and discriminatory language, or reflect outdated ideas, practice and analysis. This might’ve been the first time I was engaging in activity that was perfectly natural, and the one thing that was absolutely wonderful was there wasn’t any pretense that we had to get anywhere quickly.

The founders were all deeply involved in AIDS activism and brought lesbian identity and visibility to the fore in a time of frantic mobilisation around LGBTIQ+ health in the early years of the AIDS epidemic. Our shirts came off and we kissed and made out as though they were still on for quite a while other than being able to touch each other’s breasts, and then after a while we ended up standing and making out. I hadn’t worn a bra either even though I hadn’t expected this to happen, and the moment my breasts were free, her hands reached out and she began squeezing and massaging one.Other uses, including exhibition catalogue and display, broadcast, advertising, book jackets and commercial packaging, are covered by our commercial terms. It was so fucking exciting to feel her body react, and she moaned and I kissed her and I’d never felt more right about anything that was happening in my life.

We both like Justin Bieber, Phoebe Waller-Bridge, babies, spicy foods, and romantic comedies, as well as traveling, swimming, dressing up, having sex, being tall, biking (“cycling,” she’d say), and making detailed plans well ahead of time. I would tell my therapist everything in one fell swoop, and I’d be so relieved and grateful when she seemed genuinely happy for me. But they were confident that they’d always love only me; with other people, they assured me, it would only ever just be sex.Someone who wasn’t looking for someone to help them grow, because they’ve done most of their growing already. I found myself dropping to my knees to finish pulling them down and off of her, and when I got back up, I remained behind her but this time instead of running my hands over her beautiful breasts and kissing her neck, I kissed her neck but reached between her legs from behind and rubbed at her pussy through her panties and with my other hand slid into her panties and rubbed at her clit right away.