Si, la RUFI, el personaje que hago en la cadena LOCAL BILBOVISION, se puede ver en directo desde cualquier parte del MUNDO por INTERNET,….os explico: El programa es en directo todos los MARTES, MIERCOLES y JUEVES, la hora del programa es de 21:30 a 23:30 hora local: BILBAO …….asi que haciendo calculos After severely punishing my husband yesterday, I thought I would tease him a little at our dinner party - by wearing this see-through blouse and mini-skirt! My hubby knows that he is only allowed to look, not touch - except with my express permission, which is not easily won! With plenty of time to plan and wait, I crafted an ad online. I had always fantasized to spend some time with other crossdresser. Having a place to host, in this case the empty house, while not glamorous, gives me a much better chance than I would otherwise have had. So as you might imagine, I got quite a few more replies than usual…of course, that means nothing if they’re all flakes who just want dirty talk and pictures to get them off. I admit, I dreamed of smooth perfect skin but reality is I don’t have it. I’m much hap[per in my cross-dressing now I’ve evolved my mental approach to knowing I have to work with the face I’ve got. I really enjoy applying make-up now and seeing what I can do. I will never master the skin I hope to one day haver but I get a lot of delight and enjoyment from applying make-up and trying out various colours and techniques.

I eliminated most of the replies and narrowed it down to two that seemed promising. One of the ‘finalists’ was only available that night, which was not possible, so now I was down to one. I was hoping this would pan out. I’d hate to miss out on this opportunity. I only had a few days. So this last prospect sounded really serious. He just needed 20 minutes notice to get there, and promised he would show up. Believe it when I see it, but nonetheless, I was pumped, excited, nervous, scared… all the normal emotions I always feel when arranging a meet up with a complete stranger.Orchid Corsetry has experience making both masculine and feminine corsets for customers who were assigned male at birth. Bethan offers feminizing corsets in three styles: Pride, Sloth and Nouveau, and the corsets can be designed to fit to the body like a glove, or to incorporate padding at the bust and hips to create the illusion of an even curvier figure. Great story. I thought it was going to turn out to be Bob who was the visiting tv. That might make a good alternative ending.

There is an excitement I experience in the act of daring to cast off my male self and present as a female. There is definitely an element of enjoying the dressing up. I am aware though there is always a sense of relief and contentment in appearing as a woman. There is also huge joy and some sadness as well. The sadness is knowing I am not female. The joy is deluding myself I am finally a woman. I’ve come to this direction because I am planning a trip out later in the year and you can’t exist in the real world in any other way than working with what you’ve got. This applies to my face, my body, clothing choices my mannerisms and inner projection. My facial skin has texture and I have wrinkles and lines, these are inescapable. I use make-up to change the focus on my face. By that I mean I play up what are(hopefully) my best areas and try to minimise the less than ideal areas. I have rubbish lips, there is not much I can do to them without ending up looking like a full on drag queen. I play these down. I use my eyes as my main emphasis so concentrate my efforts on eyebrows, eyeliner, shadow and mascara. I’m hoping if I make my eyes the main focus my other failings won’t be as noticeable.

As always the dressed up episode had to end and after an hour or so I was putting Tina’s items away where I’d found them and headed down to water the garden. I was stunned to see that they had just been watered. Tina’s brother was also charged with watering the plants while Tina was away, and had stopped by on his way home from work to undertake the task. It still gives me jitters to think of how close I came to getting caught. I even had the radio on up in the loft room whilst I was dressed which is maybe why I didn’t hear him come in but it amazes me that he didn’t hear music coming from the upper floors and go to investigate. I knew him and we always got on well. I had been in the pub with all of them in the past and Tina’s brother was always very friendly towards me so it might have finished well had he caught me. It might be that he sneaked up and saw me otherwise engaged and oblivious and decided to let me get on with it. Maybe that’s why he was always very friendly to me. It if is I wish he’d say something or make a pass at me. Being a man that dresses up as a woman is, for me, an amazing, incredibly liberating and truly adventurous experience. I love becoming a woman! I love nothing more than putting on make-up, painting my nails, wearing dresses and high heels, it is such a thrilling and delightful sense of freedom. As a woman I feel an inner contentment, a stronger sense of self worth and a real boost to my confidence. I just feel better appearing as a woman than I do as a man. una vez ahí teneis que buscar o bien la EMISIÓN en DIRECTO o DIFERIDO del programa en el que trabajo: BILBAO LA NUIT y los dias en los que trabajo, que son los MARTES, MIERCOLES y JUEVES….. Then Bob comes really close to me and holds my hand. I look at him, I was nearly about to cry with guilt. Then with a smile on his face, he says “Well, actually.. I did fantasize about making out with a crossdresser someday. Are you up for it?” One aspect I enjoy about cross-dressing is attempting to create different female appearances. This is down to a combination of make-up application, wig choice and style of clothing. My choices are driven by mood. Some occasions I really want to glam up and wear short dresses, this is always fun and , I feel, rather daring to attempt when you live as a man. Other times I want to see gif I can pass myself off as female and be believable in terms of appearance.

After dinner, I spent a very enjoyable hour or so with Shirley, our plump Lady Mayoress, in Lyndon Towers' well-equipped dungeon. I am now contemplating turning Shirley over to my housekeeper, Mrs Danvers, to use for her pleasure. I think they were made for each other!!!! I’m aware I have older sagging and far from smooth skin, but then again who in the real world, and I include many beautiful young woman, has skin without texture? Texture is real and so is an aspect one has to work with when applying make-up. My acceptance is I have less than ideal skin on my face and I focus on creating a smoother overall colour tone as the texture, my pores and bumps from years of shaving, exist and are there. I know photo manipulation can smooth skin which I feel looks quite odd! I see pictures in many women magazines (yes, I love reading women magazines) where the faces look like they are made of some strange plastic looking skin…scary! I see this trend is now prevalent on social media photo posts. I think such magazines are probably at the root of image issues many young females seem to be having these days. As I mentioned earlier, it has been a relatively quiet weekend here at Lyndon Towers, after all the New Year hi jinks last weekend. Two of the big projects I've been working on came to a successful completion recently, and the third is gonna be held up for the Columbus Day weekend (love dealing with government departments - way too much bureaucracy but loads of reasons not to come to work), so I can actually spend the next few days doin' like nothing! It's what I'm best at - I spent most of my time at university applying all my efforts towards it :)You actually do make a beautiful woman, Roger.” Bob then holds me in his arm. This was going to be a long night for me, something that turned out to be even crazier. ”

I did push on and was pleased I had. The results were not great though compared to previous occasions but I did gain some reward from the experience. I am obsessed with trying to look female facially and I’m prone, somewhat masochistic I suppose, to taking close-up selfies to see if I can look feminine in any way. I see this as the big challenge as a male to female cross-dresser; probably, my biggest obsession!

He then slides his hands inside my dress. I was turned on immediately and my feminine senses go off the roof. We kiss each other passionately. My most recent cross-dressing session, 21 March 2023, while enjoyable was not too successful in terms of creating a reasonable looking female appearance . It was a combination of not having cross-dressed for three years, being completely out of practice, a high degree of impatience to become my female alter-ego and, to my surprise a feeling of lethargy was dampening my motivation. Then, he puts his hands around me and unzips my dress. I feel very submissive at that moment; Samantha was really good at this I thought. Then he grabs my fake breast and the sensation was something I had never felt before. He gets me out of my dress and makes me sit on his lap. He then starts caressing my legs and my chest very gently. My name is Roger. I am a 29 years old, white, a little skinny , and a married (secret) crossdresser. I really love wearing women’s clothes and I am crazy about pantyhose (and tights. I love the total coverage and the sensation that pantyhose gives me. Versatile Corsets has long been a favorite source of corsets, maid’s uniforms and other fashions for those into cross-dressing or stage performance, and they have a few styles that are particularly recommended for stereotypically masculine-shaped bodies (although any of their corsets can be upgraded to custom fit for a fee). For the past several years Versatile has supplied the one and only RuPaul with corsets, and in season 5 of Ru Paul’s Drag Race, some of Versatile’s corsets were featured including this Nightshade corset modeled by Detox.