Bought with a Price: A Gay Christian's Memoir from Porn Sets to Love

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Garrett Jonsson: You’ve already talked to this guy’s tactic a little bit, but it, it might be helpful to also go into the experience like that first time being in porn and what that was like for you and maybe some of the unhealthy behavior or exploitation that this, you know, “talent manager” used. We call him a “talent manager”, I don’t know, just exploiter. Garrett Jonsson: I already said, thank you. I wanna say thank you again, because honestly my heart feels open and, uh, I feel gratitude to have this conversation with you today. Um, so thanks for, thanks for joining us.

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Aaron Crowley: Was I going to submit and do what I was told? You know, was I going to acquiesce to the demands of the producers and you know, everyone else on set. There came a point where [my talent manager] unzipped his pants and pulled out his penis and sat in a chair and said, ‘If you want to be a part of this industry, this is a part of it.’ Jake Andrews – 1996 Grabby Awards winner, "Best supporting actor" (tie); Code of Conduct from Falcon Studios; 1997 Probie winner. [46] [28]Bruce LaBruce – Canadian filmmaker, photographer and underground adult director. His films explore themes of sexual and interpersonal transgression against cultural norms, frequently blending the artistic and production techniques of independent film with gay pornography. [20] Southern California Sociological Society (1988), Sociology and social research, vol.73, p.96, In a typical example, the best known gay model of the 1980s, Kip Noll, made his first magazine appearance at age 22. O'Hara, Scott (1995). SeXplorers: the guide to doing it on the road. [3]: PDA Press. ISBN 978-0-9645480-1-5. {{ cite book}}: External link in |location= ( help)

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Aaron Crowley: I, I did I victim blamed myself. I was processing it in the sense of, well, you know, this is all my fault. I chose to go over there with people that I barely knew. You know, I, you know, it, it was all in my mind, my fault as I was processing it. And what he was doing there was basically seeing if I would be comfortable with exactly what was gonna happen to me in porn, you know, where I no longer was, is in control of my body. Aaron Crowley: Oh, yeah. So, um, after that first encounter with pornography with my brother and because of how positively it was presented, you know, like I said, my brother and his friends made it seem like, you know, if you watch porn that makes you more of a man. Um, you know, I definitely, whenever they were together watching porn again, I would watch it with them. And then whenever my brother wasn’t home, I knew where he hid the video tapes and knew where, um, he, uh, hid magazines. There was a period of time where my uncle was staying with us. I knew where he hid his stuff. Garrett Jonsson: My name is Garrett Jonsson, and you’re listening to Consider Before Consuming, a podcast by Fight the New Drug. Minor leaguer: It was a 'one-time incident' ". ESPN. January 28, 2004 . Retrieved February 22, 2008.

Aaron Crowley: You know, I was not a safe, safe place to process what was happening. Or what had happened. Aaron Crowley: Um, uh, exhausting. I like that. I like that word for it. Growing up in that environment and hearing it used in a homophobic way and like realizing that’s a part of yourself it’s very mentally consuming because it’s like this war immediately starts within you where you’re like, you know, “I had the crush on this guy, so that means I might be this, but this is bad. So it’s something I need to absolutely not talk about. It’s something I need to absolutely, you know, uh, suppress within myself.” And, um, you know, what, I, I think exhausting is a good way to describe that because it’s mentally exhausting. It’s mentally, um, you know, trying to not be yourself, trying to be something you’re not, it’s very exhausting. Kendall, Christopher; Wayne Martino (2006). Gendered outcasts and sexual outlaws: sexual oppression and gender hierarchies in queer men's lives. Psychology Press. pp. 171. ISBN 978-1-56023-501-9. After he was raped during what would be his last scene as a porn performer, Aaron attempted to take his life. See how love, friendship, and belief in himself ultimately saved his life and got him out of the industry for good. What do we do now?

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Kernes, Mark. "Golden Age Appreciation Fund Seeks Help for George Payne". Adult Video News . Retrieved September 9, 2015. Aaron Crowley: Um, but there was a period in my teenage years as I was, you know, coming out to myself and figuring things out and realizing things. Um, there was a bit of resentment and he, and I had a lot of falling outs and a lot of issues. Um,…Aaron Crowley: Um, there’s a little bit of that. Like I said, it was my first encounter with sex. So it, it became my sex education. I didn’t necessarily go searching for it and looking for it to learn about sex like that wasn’t really in my mind, but it was how I had learned about sex. Tom Chase – 1997 Gay Erotic Video Awards winner, "Best top"; 1997 Probie winner, "Best actor"; 1998 Gay Erotic Video Awards winner, 1998 GayVN Awards winner, "Best duo scene"; 1999 Probie winner; 2000 Probie winner; 2004 GayVN Awards winner, "Hall of fame". [23] [8] [28] [57] [30] [132]