Please Love Me at My Worst

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Michaela Angemeer (she/they) is a queer Canadian poet who’s passionate about sharing her healing journey and inspiring readers to spend more time with their feelings. Equals still tired on sunday my body aches harder now and i can’t stay awake for more than fifteen hours without an iced coffee or two i thought i was eternal youth drinking from the fountain turns out aging is the only thing i can’t run away from and i don’t know what i’m meant to be if i’m not meant to be young. Cause you’re too big so instead of talking to friends you talk to yourself and your stuffed animals write on whatever you can find dance in your room sing karaoke make magic by yourself poor sweet baby you that little girl just wanted to be included to feel loved to be a part of something she may not have belonged, but she belongs to me.

The way it doesn’t fit quite right in this bathtub the way it doesn’t fit quite right in this bra the way it doesn’t fit quite right in this dress until i realize it’s not me it’s the bathtub it’s not me it’s the bra it’s not me it’s the dress and i am becoming my coming of age in this very moment. cheers to the bisexuals the lesbians, gays, and queers cheers if you liked to be called all three cheers to the trans folks. Michaela Angemeer is a Canadian poet who grew up in Brampton, Ontario. She went to the University of Waterloo, receiving her Bachelor of Arts in Psychology in 2015. I received an advanced reader copy of this book to read in exchange for an honest review via netgalley. Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in her much-anticipated poetry collection. Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in her much-anticipated poetry collection.Please Love Me At My Worst  is a collection of four sections of poetry inspired by loneliness, unrequited love, and not being able to let go of past relationships. Written during the 2020 COVID-19 quarantine, the book is a reflection of what it means to yearn for people who are unavailable and how important it is to focus on self-love and healing.   This was my very first poetry book and I absolutely loved it! I’m on my healing journey but this really reaffirmed some things. I do think I’ll read it again at one point or another. Would definitely recommend. ✧.* I will try to be a little more sweet and a little more resistant when she reinforces my doubts or pokes holes in my achievements i just really wish you could meet beatrice i have always been a little bit weird a little too fat a target for bullies and you can’t play with us have you ever overheard your best friend call you just a school friend or been told you can’t play a game. Dear Nana 1 and 2 stood out for me as my favorite poems in this collection. Though the whole book was well written and put together those two poems in particular resonated with me. Im sorry there’s a bug bite on my heel my lips are chapped and skin is dry i’m sorry to no one i’m sorry to everyone but most of all i’m sorry to me for constantly cataloging my imperfections why is making decisions so difficult i thought by now i would have this down but left and right always seem to have the same pros and cons.

The poems in the please love me at my worst section were definitely my favorites. As in any other poetry collection, some of the poems I really liked and felt like were reading right into my soul, and others I just felt meh about. Overall, I think it was a pretty solid and cohesive collection. Past my eyeline made their way into my soul i didn’t know at first but then i knew that this was me falling in love with you be gentle i am what’s left of a glass house too many stones have been thrown in my shards are sharp but if you move slow i promise they will dull be patient there is a door for you to open it’s just a little hidden but if you make it through i will gladly hand over the key. Dance in your kitchen and use a pen as a microphone. run outside and spin around in the rain. sing as loud as you can in your car. ask your inner child what they want, and give it to them. you owe it to yourself to live this life in your wild. you owe it to yourself to find out who you are. Die Texte sind allesamt sehr persönlich, wirken auf positive Art und Weise nur wenig kommerziell und ich hatte bei vielen Gedichten das Gefühl, als würde mir die Autorin direkt aus der Seele sprechen. Sie schreibt über gescheiterte Beziehungen, Trauer, Selbstzweifel, dem Erwachsenwerden und der Suche nach sich selbst. Dabei wirken die Texte immer authentisch, nicht allzu durchdacht, sondern so, als wären es die rohen Gedanken, die zu Papier gebracht wurden.

BOOK DESCRIPTION: Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in her much-anticipated poetry collection. I wish my pisces midheaven had a little more self-resolve and my chiron in leo didn’t try to sabotage my success all i’m asking is to switch some signs shift the sky i just need a little change. today i love me more than i loved you and that’s all i can ask of myself i keep waiting for my coming of age but if i wait it will never come so i will sit here i will float i will write about my body. Please Love Me at My Worst PDF Book Free

So, for the record, here's my note of thanks to the universe for this one. I was in sore need of it. Like a conversation with someone who knows you, gets you, truly understands you. Someone who puts their phone away as soon as you sit down because there's nothing on there that could be more interesting that anything you could have to say. My friend told me about this book, and I was expecting something moving and beautiful, but the poetry turned out to be quite primitive and also looked mentally unhealthy.Put together in a lovely format, with typography that gives off a gentle feeling and a random assortment of visual art, the aesthetics are just as appealing as the poems themselves. I'll be honest, out of all the poetry I have read recently I think this was the one that I enjoyed the least. There were moment that I quite enjoyed but most of it felt like I had read similar tones before, It's not bad, there were quite a few affirmation for self and foundations to build upon ones own self, but yeah.

I felt like the poems about love/relationships/breakups/romance were good too, but began to blur together after a while. As with any collection of this type of poetry, different poems will probably appeal more to different readers and I think there's a bit of variety here that will appeal to different types of people. Give me space for a second stop blowing dandelion seeds in my face i need a field of sunflowers showing me which way to look your weeds aren’t welcome anymore i am done facing down give me something greater than the earth give me wide-open water i’m tired of this stream please let me have the ocean i need to swim for a while.Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in this highly anticipated poetry collection. But i wish it hurt less to be vulnerable and that my cancer mars at twenty-six degrees made me less likely to be angry but not talk about it then blame myself i wish my mercury in sagittarius would stop saying things that are rude but true and i would happily swap my venus in capricorn for taurus or anything a little less analytical While I was reading this collection, my mind was singing "I need somebody who can love me at my worst...." And that too the you-know-who's version 💟 To marsha p. johnson and sylvia rivera thank you for letting me be here cheers to the two-spirit to the nonbinary the questioning the not sure yet cheers to the allies cheers to everyone who did work so i could fully be me. how do i know if a girl likes women i’m looking for rainbows maybe a phone case or key chain is that an equal sign tattoo was that just a friendly smile or something more. Going through life, you’re gonna be alone. In my opinion, you need to learn to live with yourself and be accepting of yourself before you can give yourself to someone else. You need to come to terms with who you are.