Becoming the One: Heal Your Past, Transform Your Relationship Patterns and Come Home to Yourself

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I’ve loved him for years and tolerated his bs because I loved him, because I made excuses for him, and thought I was taking the high road for being so understanding all the time. Feel your feelings and feel your pain. It will eventually pass. If you remain in a state of avoidance, the pain will fester and spread like cancer. The pain contraction will then be so intense, it will make you say and do things at the expense of your dignity. YOU. Sheleana Aiyana has created a clear bridge between personal healing and improving our relationships. Becoming the One is for you if you want to live more fully and experience love at a greater level of harmony. This is a spectacular guide to the inner world and relationships; it dispels myths, grounds you in transformative truth, and reconnects you to your power. Yung Pueblo, New York Times bestselling author of Inward I don’t get paid to do what I do (coach a sport), my time is volunteer. Tonight was the last straw but instead of being emotional about it I just felt cold. And he felt it. I walked away, and he has reached out to me a few times tonight and apologized for his disrespect, but I dont even want to talk to him or be around him.

I fall of my white horse nearly every time we see each other at home and even when I say that I am feeling good because I finally do stuff that is good for me I feel like failing – because he knows I am not good. I never scream or try to play some kind of mind games. I often just express how I feel and maybe sometimes what is going on in my mind at this moment. Sometimes I try to be silent and it’s not working. But instead of beating me up I try to tell myself: That was not the best you could have done but that is okay. You are on your way and you’ll make it. I know that I am not good at all, missing him so much and can’t stop thinking about him and sometimes when we see each other I tell him. The difference this time is: I am aware of it. I get crazy but there are times where I feel good, relaxed and as if I can handle my life on my own. I never had that feeling before, I ALWAYS felt like sh*t no matter what I did. This is all due to your blog and the support from this tribe here. These days, I thank God every day that I’m allowed to continue living out my purpose. Every day I’m given the chance to try again. To clarify my cause and live in my truth. To be honest, the thing I am most afraid about is that someone will see those things and rob me of my life. This action gives the Machines an opportunity to destroy Smith through direct access to him via the new Neo-Smith clone, a chance the Deus Ex Machina does not hesitate to take by sending a power surge through Neo's body that destroys the Neo-Smith clone as well as all the other Smith clones, including the Oracle clone. Remind yourself that maybe that person who cut you off in traffic was distracted by something challenging in their own life. If a friend seems to be rude to you, inquire about how their day is going and find out if there's more that you don't know.I recently found out he was dating two of us and when I got pregnant, he decided to stay with her. He moved in with her, they bought a house together the month my child was born although he told me he was moving out of the country and that he doesn’t want to get married. I found out he got engaged to her while I was pregnant. He couldn’t take one day to visit me throughout my terrible pregnancy but had a whole week to go on vacation and get engaged to this woman.

The desire for love is wired into the very fibers of our being, but before you can create rewarding bonds with others, first you must stand wholeheartedly in self-acceptance. Becoming the One is an invitation to find your way home to yourself. Here’s what you need to know… The # 1 reason that you will be remembered as “the crazy psycho ex” instead of “The One That Got Away,” always boils down to the inability to speak with your actions. Spiritual writer and Rising Woman founder Sheleana Aiyana takes you on a transformational inner-work journey to heal lifelong relationship patterns and reclaim power over your life. I finally stood up for myself with my actions, never before understanding the difference or how to do it.

KEEP IT UP WITH THESE ARTICLES! THEY HELPED ME MOVE ON, BE STRONG WHEN I AM WEAK, AND SEE THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THIS LOSS. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! My mother’s perspective changed a lot from watching my journey unfold under her own roof. She saw my life, and all that I was doing with it. Up until then, she feared I would not be accepted by the world. She didn’t want me to be hated or ostracized.